As I sit here and daydream about my life
It boggles my mind that I was once a wife
The memories of yesterday seem so long ago
Never imagined a divorce would help me to grow
Tears of joy and pain somehow intertwined
Like a storm in the midst of a ray of sunshine
The lessons and heartache have since settled in
I no longer wonder what could have been
As a New Year arrives I can hardly wait
As I trust in the Lord who is never late
He promises to reward me if I honor His word
He's waiting to see if my vision will be blurred
I won't disappoint Him as He's been by my side
On those many occasions when I cried and I cried
His new beginning is a way of saying
I've never leave you as long as you keep praying