am i dreaming
is this my life
are you real
did that really happen
what was that
self righteous
over zealous
naive
weird
unbelievable
incredible
awesome
wow wow wow
for me
seriously
how
why
forgiven
all of it
loved
unconditionally
no way
who does that
these were all questions
i asked myself
quietly
internally
repeatedly
and it's all true
every detail is true
i've been awakened
by the gospel