Gospel Awakening

am i dreaming
is this my life
are you real
did that really happen
what was that

self righteous
over zealous
naive
weird

unbelievable
incredible
awesome
wow wow wow

for me
seriously
how
why

forgiven
all of it
loved
unconditionally

no way

who does that

these were all questions
i asked myself
quietly
internally
repeatedly

and it's all true
every detail is true

i've been awakened
by the gospel