I was broken…abandoned and unknowingly wandering…
I was weeping…pretending and super controlling…
I was working fervently…continuously and frantically…
I was dating and sexing…so naïvely and repeatedly…
Then found myself married and truly living the happily…Cinderella’s all of eternity…
Or so it seemed…
Soon after with subtlety…I was worrying…repairing…compromising and expanding all of my energy…
Waiting patiently for “god” to hurry and somehow intervene for me…to abruptly take over and rescue me…
Or so it seemed…
All the while HE was behind the scenes loving me…painfully stripping me…and preparing this amazing view for me…
Unknown to me…He was slowly releasing and inviting me…intimately…
Unknown to self…I began surrendering and allowing HIS will to have its way in me…
I heard the whisper so clear…Beloved, trust ME…
Let go completely…take hold of My hand…spend all of eternity with Me…
Submitting and resolving to be HIS…I slowly but willingly embraced His grace calling out to me…
Finally I am dancing freely…living peacefully in His daily embrace…and promise to always care for me…
I am in the everlasting arms of the Great I AM…
The God above all other gods as He holds me securely…
Yep! In my deepest longings…this view was here all along…waiting for me :-)
Psalm 139!!!
