No Clue

I had no clue that I was such a wretch and that He was in pursuit of me.

I had no clue that all my sexual indiscretions were such an offense to Him.

I had no clue that my attempts to control everything could be fully surrendered to Him.

I had no clue that He willing wanted to wash my sin stained past clean…all of it. 

I had no clue that the lake of fire was a real place and that His love deterred me from that path.

I had no clue that my life would never have purpose or real joy without Him. 

I had no clue that I was on a hamster wheel and He was quietly extending an invitation to me.

I had no clue that a Savior, His One and only Son hung on the cross for me.

I had no clue that I was a sinner in desperate need of His blood bought deliverance.

I had no clue that He had purchased my life before the foundation of the world.

I had absolutely no clue whatsoever that my heart could explode with this much love for Him.

I still weep in AWE of Him who wants to spend all of eternity with me. 

I won’t stop interceding for those who still dwell in darkness, having no clue that He is waiting to rescue them.