as a matter of fact
i'm down right mad
i cannot pretend and
i cannot hide
all of the emotions
i'm feeling inside
life has its ups and life
has its downs and life
is continually
going round and round
i'm not depressed or
in deep despair but i
need to know
that you are there
my bleeding heart
is heavily weighed
with the ugly events
of yesterday
in my flesh
i don't understand
the twisted thoughts
and ways of man
i have to believe
that you will return
and the evil one
will finally burn
a blaze eternal
a blaze so bright
and give all glory
to your awestruck light
