Is This Really My Life

sometimes i wonder
is this really "my" life
so full of grace
beautiful butterflies
amazing sunrises
multiple rainbows
clouds indescribable
cream colored moonlights
laughter and smiles
forgiveness and joy
a symphony of waves
friendships beyond measure
dreams being fulfilled
love unconditional
seriously...
is this really my life
or is this a fantasy and
i'm afraid to face reality